Why oh why? I sat in my car
fuming. How could Jason assume that he owns me. He hasn’t even been around for
4
years. You can’t forget Craig. He thinks that I am single after meeting me
two minutes before.
“Is there something wrong
with me?” I whisper to Shelly, my car, but jump when I hear a knock on the
window. There stood Jason, looking a bit contrite I notice satisfactorily.
Maybe he learned his lesson. I gripped the window wheel and attempted to crank
the window down, only gaining an inch. “Yes?” I question.
“Can I talk to you Jess? I
haven’t seen you in 4 years except in pictures, and those don’t do you
justice.”
I bit my lip, pondering the
request, crank the window back up and reach across to the passenger side to
unlock the door. Jason gave me his huge grin, something that I had definitely
missed while he was gone and almost leaped over the car in his hurry to get to
the door. I winced as the door creaked open.
He glanced at me
incredulously. “You still haven’t gotten it fixed have you?” he questioned as
he stared at my shrinking form.
“Well I haven’t had the
time or money. I am constantly watching Nate, and Dave isn’t paying me enough
to buy anything extra. I tried to tell my brother that his sister deserved more
than seven dollars an hour, but he told me that I haven’t even taken my
babysitting course so he doesn’t complete trust me. My own brother!” I talked
quickly to hide the frustration. Doesn’t someone deserve more than that from
their own family?
Jason sighed and said, “Do
you remember when I went with you to get this car? You were so excited that
morning that you hadn’t brushed your hair, changed out of your pajamas or even
grabbed your purse. I had to drive you back home just so you could get your
wallet. You didn’t even ask any questions like if you could take a test drive.
When we drove out of that parking lot the entire vehicle seemed to shake.” His
vivid explanation brought me back to a place that I didn’t necessarily need to
be in right at that moment.
“Thanks Jason, but no
thanks. That didn’t help anything.”
“Alright. What was that
deal there with that guy about; the cocky know-it-all that acted like he owned
the place.”
“He has a name you know. Craig.” I could feel
my eyes blurring as I dazed off into the distance. I could just see it. Craig
and me; living together in a big old mansion with 4 kids and servants at our
beck and call. The flower gardens surrounding the house and the most massive
kitchen in the entire world, the best for making cookies and choc---“
A hand was waving in front
of my face. “Earth to Jessica Spring, anyone in there?”
Gosh. Why did he have to be
so immature? Like it wasn’t like I was being unreasonable. Ok maybe a little,
but still, what girl doesn’t dream about their drop-dead-gorgeous future
children that didn’t look anything like them except for maybe the golden blond,
luscious hair. Never mind. The kids would just have Craig’s thick black hair
and tan body. His toned biseps and perfectly symmetrical face. His chiselled
jaw and maybe ev—
“Jessica, would you just
listen to me?” I could here the exasperation creeping into his voice. I don’t
even know what his problem is. Seriously. He leaves for four years and expects
us to be best friends and for me to tell him about the hot guy I bump into at
Wal-Mart? Get real
“I’ve been trying to say is
that I am sorry.” What! Jason never says sorry. At the most he admits that he
made a lapse in judgement, like the time we went downhill skiing and took a
massive jump and fell on top of me. Let’s just say I went up healthy and left
with a broken arm, leg and even a bandaged head. He couldn’t have just said he
was sorry.
Jason, what is going on? I
mean you see me and you fly at the first guy that shows an interest in me. Do
you know how hard it is? People never go out with me, I screamed in my head. Is
it any wonder, not only am I ugly, but I don’t have a steady job, a decent car,
or a functional family that anyone would like to be related to, let alone to
know. My mother is a hoarder, meaning no one wants to see her house. My brother
doesn’t know what is appropriate to speak about in public, and my dad. Being
the town drunk doesn’t put you on anyone’s best friend list.
I stare at Jason and take 3
deep breathes. In, out. In, out. In, out. “Jason, I am not your girl.”
“That is right,” a look of
astonishment crossed his face. “I can’t believe I said that, you aren’t my
girl, you are my fair lady and I had to come and save you from the evil
dragon.” A grin crossed his face and he said, “I have missed you Jess.”
A small giggle almost
emitted from my mouth, so I tried to hide it with a gruff, “Me too.”
I turned in my seat as
Jason reached across the console and gave me a hug, a real one rather than one
while we were struggling to pick ourselves up off the floor. At that thought I
smiled, a full blown smile. I sure did miss this man.
It was a long moment before
I gasped, “Jason, my earring is caught on your shirt and it is pulling.” From
the look on his face, he was surprised I was wearing any jewellery at all.
“Since when did you start
to wear jewellery,” he pondered out loud as he unhooked the earring. I saw the
look of astonishment on his face. “You are wearing the earrings I sent you in
the mail from Egypt.” He grinned as he said it.
“Well, I... I liked them,”
I managed to gasp out as I felt a blush creeping up my neck.
I ducked my head and risked a glance to my right, not even sure about why I was embarrassed. What was going on with me? I never blushed!
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